No words for feelings..

I sit here looking back at the wonderful years of my life ! Yes, no doubt the years which passed by were i guess the most "Favourite" years of my life . 

Most of my blog entries of this blog must have defined the REASON for the past years been so special..

I am a "Dumb-head" , yes it's a public confession.

But, i don't know..i am in Love with My heart ! I just can't deny whatever it tells me to do. May be again.. my heart asked me to write this up.

Feelings , yes the Not-so-defined word "feelings" effect you so much. They make you laugh, they make you cry,they make you sad , they make you smile. 

Memories of the person you miss a lot in the present moment,gives rise to this beautiful word "Feelings " .

When you smiled , you smiled with all . But,when you wept , i was there to count you tears coz i wanted to give back the same number of smiles to you.

You fight , you shout , you irritate , you talk , you share jokes which no one can share them with you. The reason which still makes me smile is , you CHOSE me to give all these moments to .

I may not be the special person , i may not be the one whom you feel for , BUT , i never asked you to feel for me that ways .I am still the happiest person on earth , coz you actually left the Gates open for me to KNOW YOU.

May be , what all i felt , might not give me immense happiness. But, life doesn't end , HOPE doesn't end.

I shared moments with you who possibly , no one can ever can share with you , coz i knew the deep down reason behind that fake smile , a reason behind that ignorance for me . Just coz somewhere you hold me special to care for me. 

You might look for my perfect substitutes , but God just introduced me in your life because i have my own special place.

You did feel for me , may be as a friend , but , that's how i can reciprocate in terms of the endless Love.

May be i am selfish to let you go . But, if you were not meant to be with me , we were not significant in each others life till now.

Today, i don't ask for any reasons because everything that somewhere messed up things between us ,were the confused and mixed Feelings .

I don't get hurt when you try to hurt me , coz somewhere i know , u never intended to .

No matter how many ppl care for me in that special way , the last and the only image i see ,before i close my eyes is You . The last prayer of the day is your success which i desperately want to see soon.

You have always been my Hero , Yes, you tell me , mankind is so beautiful !

May be there's a lot i wanna express but as the title of this Blog says .. i have no words for the feelings which you have or i have.

It's just understood by the hearts . Possibly , our minds are not the perfect judges . 

If i need you , somewhere you too need me. This feeling instills life in my every moment .

Parting ways , is always temporary , because we somewhere know , we ought to be together , be it as friends .

Or put it other way round , my heart is a very good friend of your heart. :)

Why name the human bonds ? At times, there are no relations left who can define a bond, So, let the hearts be friends and let not the mind name them.

I just wrote this up , because , i am missing you a lot ,right now . Wherever you are , however you are , just take care angel. Because , every night before i close my eyes, you are the reason i happily smile. :)